Morality seems ever more absent day by day; sometimes it's hard for me to even uphold the values I preach... In conflict, we often have to forgo such things, and that is why I don't wish to be in conflict.
"No matter how many voices may speak in my mind internally, and no matter how truly 'myself' those voices may be, they all speak from the body which is mine own. I am me, no matter if it doesn't feel like I act like myself some days."
Hey there! Are you alive? You better be, because the world is still spinning. Get up, get a glass of water, maybe even a granola bar, and let's talk about it, alright? Can't have you sulking in the mud pile for that long after all; your nice shirt will get all ruined.
TF2: Tour of Duty (CANCELED)
Constraining myself to an hours-long plan turned out not fun in the end; and I don't main that game anymore. Oh well.
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Sometimes I'm called exceptionally nice or very sweet or just a kind individual. Though I'll deny it, in truth, it's just my belief of how every individual should act as a responsible person in society. Sometimes it does hurt to feel like I'm the only one trying to be compassionate in this world of predetermined prejudice; one of a few willing to give people a chance even if my opinions may disagree. In that, though, you find some wonderful people, even in the darkest of places, and can bring others up from the deepest of pits. You should give it a try, yea?
There was a long time ago when I wasn't so 'invisible' and was online even more constantly than I wish to be. I had a good many of cool friends, some of which are gone for unknown reasons, and to them I'll always remember them as one of many wonderful memories I've had. However, there still remains
a wonderfully funny daffodil, a very shiny crystal rose, and
a fellow-in-arms long appreciated. Someday, the list may expand, if I make more of those memories that is. Everyone here is someone whose morals and beliefs stand beyond their circumstance regardless of the disparity the world may bring, and I will do what I can to bring them a more perfect world, as it was meant to be.